The Damned World

"Happiness is those whom you love and those you don't love, they all love you"

My pursue was satisfactory. I didn't get to have much personal time with her. She was so popular that most of the guys were trying too. But i know i have to win her heart. My first try after the camp was hopeless. I couldn't get my limb in let alone the balance. I wasn't disheartened because i know i want to make her mine one day.

I remember the first time i saw and know her was at the camp. She was slim, sexy and hot. Her name was catchy to remember. The first time i heard it, it deeply sank into me. Getting on her is like getting on a piece of rope. No equilibrium. At that time, i honestly think she was not possible. Months had passed. It was time to get back to her again. she was still unwelcoming like before but i know i have to win her heart.

Last Sunday was my second moment with her. I was delighted when i was given time with her but there wasn't much. I want to make very second count. And that made me oblivious to all the discouraging rejections she gave me. I only remember the things she likes to make her mine. Rewardingly, she slowly gives in. I could get on her but only for a short while and we can only retrograde. However i was already very happy.

On Wednesday, i was really lucky to have found more time with her. More than the past. It was almost like a date. We spend hours together. I felt like a kid, asking parents for more time to spend at the playground. Fortunately, it wasn't wasted. We went forth..

Today's morning was nice and cooling thanks to drizzles. The sun returned only in the evening. While i was resting on my bed, i noticed the sun projected the letter 'i' on my wall through my curtains. Could it be a message?

I had settled the fees and my timetable issues. That gives me the right to finally collect the Lecture notes that allows me to finally concentrate on my term.

But then look at the amount of notes!

I barely managed to fit them into my bag!

When i went to the room to collect the notes, they stacked everything into a box for me!!

Mind you, these are just the LECTURE NOTES.

There are also study guides and examiners' report that were delivered from the UK. Not forgetting past year papers and other materials such as textbooks.

All these adds up to to probably another 2 times the volume of the above notes.

I am just wondering.. If a bachelor degree has this amount of materials for study, then for Masters i probably need a van instead of a school bag. And for PHD i need a trailer...

The past 2 weeks was really quite packed. So packed that i had to forgo 3 training sessions.

ECR was faulty and i was not able to book my lessons. I had to go down to the school to make them look into the matter more urgently. After they arranged a timetable for me, there was still an issue with it which was rather lengthy so i shall digress. After the ECR matter was settled, i was left with the payment of the school fees and collection of notes. There was also a change of student card.

Besides that, i also had to rush the video project which i am handling at the moment and also to meet the deadline of my data entry job. There was also the student week. When everything put together, it was pretty hectic especially when i had to juggle the night shift and day time chores.

I also had to prepare for my final getaway before my term commences.

However, everything had been done and more manageable now and next week i got a lot of catching up with the classes i had missed in the midst of all these. There are 2 marathon coming and one of it i am still unsure if i will be able to participate or not. But if the chance is given, i will try my best to go for it.

I apologize for the mess everything may seem but things are fine for me and i am kind of delighted with everything.